毒舌美人

有這麼一些女孩子，我看到她們的第一眼就會喜歡。

總覺得她們有那麼一點不食人間煙火。

看來是我把她們仙女化了。

別人跟我說：外表中看不中用，別被矇騙了。

我還不相信。

一直到一些事情的發生，讓我有機會跟她們接觸，才讓我驚覺：好一個毒舌美人！

爲什麽那個漂亮的臉蛋可以有那麼不屑的面貌？

爲什麽那片紅潤的嘴唇會說出那麼毒辣的言辭？

真是可惜了。

甜美笑容的背後竟然那麼陰險。

Tsk Tsk Tsk

我鄙視你。

這些所謂的假象啊，還是有人依然相信著。

就像掩耳盜鈴的人一樣。

就像把頭藏進土裡的鴕鳥一樣。

我也只能夠無言歎息，問一句：Porque？

Swallow and Digest

There are so many things happened amongst us recently.

All of these -- friendship, accompanying, together-ness, emotions, boy-girl relationship...

At first, I would try to console, telling this and that, giving advices.

Now I don't want to bother anymore.

Whatever you want to do, or you feel as you want to do, just go ahead. They are non of my business after all.

Boycotting, fine. Back-stabbing, okay.

Do you think you are the only one who has harsh feeling when you acted that way? NO! We all did.

What more could I have done? I can only shut my mouth, watch, observe, accept, and then swallow and digest.

I am too tired to entertain you anymore. You won't understand no matter how hard we have tried to explain.

Bye bye.

Birthday "surprise"

I have been thinking over and over, whether or not should I write this post. Since this blog has went quite "public" already.

And then I came to realize, why should I bother so much? This is my blog, my personal blog. Even if the post I wrote offended someone else, you can just ignore my post. This is a place to express what have slipped through my mind, and the happenings as well.
For whom who had read my "syok sendiri" post, you all know that I don't like surprises and celebration which I think are troublesome.

During that special day of mine, I woke up, surprisingly, quite early in the morning.

I opened youtube, listened to Bruno Mars' The Lazy Song.

In another window, I opened my favourite Domo Kun.

I laid on my bed, read some articles. Tried to relax myself as much as I could in just one day.

I enjoyed, and I felt blessed. What a nice day :D

That was a friday night. I attended friday night service with other church members as usual. There were only a few of them knew that it was my birthday. I told them because I assumed they would respect me on things that I dislike.

After the dinner-together, when I came out from the church van, I saw a cake at the front seat.

I said no, definitely no for that. Then one of them whispered to me that there will be only 4 of them.

I "warned" them in a way of kidding that I don't want thing like this. They promised me they would not do so. They just kinda forced me to cut the cake, so called traditional.

Things always would not turn out just like what you want it to be.

After the service ended, those in the church van wanted to celebrate with me.

They followed me back home. Screaming my name, annoucing loudly that it is my birthday. I can just choose to entertain them.

I knew the good intension of you all. But I really don't feel like doing this. Especially the birthday song and the blowing of candles. and also when you guys asked me to bite the candles out of the cake =.=

Out of all that, I particularly dislike the face that one of them showed. I have already mentioned N-times that I don't need all these. But you guys insisted, so I am fine with coordination.

But can you just show some respect to me? Don't try to push me so hard. You made me said something harsh, you made me unintentionally build up awkwardness among us. You made me feel like I am the one to be blamed. Your attitude made others feel like I don't appreciate what you all have did.

What the fuck? Why am I apologizing to every each of them in the middle of the night? It was my f*cking birthday, and I was saying sorry! Deng!!

and so, that was my so called "birthday surprise", which I ruined it, and I felt uneasy about.

Westlake 有變態！

對！就是像你看到的標題一樣！

Westlake有變態！！！

平時我把曬幹了的衣服收回房間之後都不會第一時間就折好疊好。我習慣把它們先掛在衣櫥裏面，隔了一天之後再整理。

今天早上我把前天和昨天收回來的衣服整理好了。打算去洗澡之際，發現-----------內衣不見了！！！！！(╰_╯)#

我靠！！！我靠！！！！(#‵′)靠

到底是哪一個烏龜王八蛋做了這麼TMD讓我生氣的事？！

靠(#‵′)靠

我靠( ‵o′)凸

我靠( ‵o′)凸

我靠( ‵o′)凸

我靠( ‵o′)凸

我靠( ‵o′)凸

貼身衣物的數量都已經不是卓卓有餘的了，這麼一來我又得花一筆錢去添購那該死的貼身衣物。

現在的心情已經不是生氣兩個字可以概括的了。我如今多麼希望自己是那些該死的憤怒的小鳥！我要變成黑色的那隻炸彈鳥，看到烏龜王八蛋的時候可以飛奔過去一把將他炸個稀巴爛！

我要把你炸得稀巴爛！